Dynamo

Given that sleep and relaxation recharge our organic batteries, the question of the management of our own energy is something that is good to contemplate.  Many of our energy drainers are set first by our attention on external energy drainers, whether that be dead batteries who diffuse us of energy because their toxic connection is plugged into our psyche, or it is actually a matter of physical disablement and here this is not a physical disability but disabling aspects of our own lifestyle as being unhealthy, amassing weight which a lifestyle change can effect or stress which we exacerbate by our habits rather than remedy with energy-making decisions.

MUSIC

Any external stimulant such as music does have an immediate effect on the mechanisms that channel energy but to be sustainable energy must be developed over the long-haul and not short-term fixes, not fixes that create unusual highs and then lows when we are not connected to the external stimulant.  There are universal factors such as beauty and inspiration but mentally digested for its immediate novelty or a temporary relief, it is false energy just as paying for something on an impulse buy transforms into a false economy.

The fusion I have within me is sometimes not as linked to learning as I would like myself to believe and this can be easily tested when I go back to the resources I have availed and it feels like I have re-exposed myself to an idea that still feels new, rather than an idea that has been digested and fused in a way that emerges more fusion of energy and hence the dynamo which means an energetic person. 

PURPOSE

I don't need a purpose in order to know myself as a dynamo, but cultivate the inner dynamo within me so that it can serve the purposes that I have.  This is not known to me until something interesting emerges that by itself re-energizes my energy and then the dynamo I become is the life of energy I still have the potential to create.  As much energy as I expend today, the ability to re-energize is still a great area of personal development in my life.